It has always been my biggest dream to be happy. This maybe sounds a little obvious, but honestly, as a child and growing up, even now, the single one thing I want most is a happy, fairy tail like life. For a long time I forgot to fill in the details of how that looks like for me, or forgot about when I did write it all down. I now know how to surrender to the mysterious alchelchemy of my personal manifestation power, but it frustrated me many times to see the gap between my dream life and the reality. This, dear ones, doesn't have anything to do with the lack of focus, the amount of trauma, or even faith.

It had everything to do with the programming of lack and unworthiness running in the background of my incarnation. You see, it doesn't matter how big or ´unrealistic´the dream seems to be; our souls crafted it based on pieces of bliss out of former experiences, points of preference and area’s of comfort. Our unique picture of ‘happy ever after’ is an extraordinary composition of ancenstrial wiring and cosmic codes places in our hearts and kept in order by a tiny magnet; the gate to God. The trick is to never question the dream, but becoming aware of the unconscious mechanisms that block the permission to trust the ways in which the universe manifest or guides us into the dream.

In my dream I live in a perfect cottage like house. My kitchen looks out on a forest garden where we pick our own vegetables. There is abundance in fresh air, clean water and delicious herbs to cook with. The children running around, following their curiosity and exploring their gifts. We live by our designs; what we learn and how and when we learn isn't influenced by external rules or learning curves. We all follow our passion in the moment. We are a conscious team, angaded in every aspect of our day to day lives. Chop wood, folding laundry, preparing diner, cleaning the house and nurture our belongings together. Reading books by the fire place and dance before breakfast. We study quantum physics and sacred geometry, we build a theater and play rugby. And most important; we celebrate the earth and invite the knowledge of the sky.